I wish to disappear
To fade into nothing
Becoming nothing more than a shadow of a memory
A pleasant one
The kind that you second guess
Was it a real memory or something from a dream?
That’s what I truly desire from this life
That was the strangest dream, surrounded by people I’d never met nor ever seen
Faces from a past I’d long forgotten, in this aged mind that is both sullied and rotten
Each shared a lesson they’d learned, all from a shared past where life took a nasty turn
That really was the strangest dream, will I ever know what each lesson really means?
Dreaming is the closest we will ever get to a wish coming true
Reality isn’t that kind to people like me & you.
That dream was far too real.
Indistinguishable from reality, for most of it I had no idea it was a dream.
This realisation only because apparent time slowed, it was like moving through treacle.
Snapping myself away there was a cold sweat present and for the first time in a long time I was physically disturbed by something that wasn’t even real, yet it could be.
Worst part about it all was that even though it was a dream violence was a central part.
Always a central part is one of the three.
The most in one has been two, fight & literal flight.
I wonder what will happen when all three appear, guess one day I will find out.
Engulfed in green & purple flames
It’s been over a decade since last this happened
The fight never ending
Hoards of endless thoughts and past regrets
Unable to overcome or surpass them
In the distance I could see him
The one that started it all
Time stood still, my enemies froze
In this dream of mine I finally did it again
I took full control
No longer just there watching it play out
No longer only able to control a little here and there
No longer was the dream my prison
I took full control because this is my world
Casting off the invisible bindings
The ground beneath me began to sink
Exploding in to the sky and perching the clouds towards him
Faster than before
Stronger than before
I saw his face clear as my own reflection
“Time to wake up” he said
You won’t get away, not again
Tonight I’m coming for you
Tonight we end this.
Last night was an endless fight
One after another they came
My blows started off mighty
Soon they became weaker and weaker
The onslaught was relentless
Forward I pressed on
Every one I fell take a toll
Paying the price with every blow my vision began to blur
Slower all movement became
With no end in sight I had no other choice
Thus I continued to fight