The parts we play

Sitting here staring at the fire door in front of me I do wonder how things could have been different, even though such thoughts are useless and only serve to keep me chained where I am.

The anger, the rage, for some they’d consider it understandable and even give it a name, a legitimate medical one. As such support would be offered, people would understand and make allowances for it with not strings attached, the world would get it.

Sadly such a thing was not awarded to me.

It has to be said I do choose the path of the darkest shade, yet no one ever asks why and if they did they wouldn’t listen to what I had to say anyway, however no one is listening here so instead I can write it down and display my silent voice.

This is the way I choose because it’s easier than the alternative of trying to convince people otherwise because once they make up their minds, they rarely want to change them.┬áIn life it is easier to believe what is easier to believe, regardless of what it is because to think any other way would require too much from the common mind.

Yet another way in which we are not equal, men & women that is.

I will forever be the villain, you will forever be the warrior of light.

No amount of truth, perspective or time will ever change this, so….