Outnumbering him they jeered and taunted,

Still he sallied forth undaunted,

Knuckles flew and in a flash,

Of speed and fury came the clash.


Another day, another boulder to push up a hill.

The story of the old king burdened to do this for all time, out of no choice of his own, it is the life that many people choose because they need stability, they need bills to be paid, a safety net as it were.

I have always lived by my desires.

Rightly or wrongly, it’s how I’ve chosen to live, it has caused success, struggle and even strife at times, but at least it’s better than playing it safe, life’s far too short to take it slow.



Judged Regardless

You do what’s best for you and you’re selfish

You do what’s best for others and you’re a mug

You don’t do anything and you’re uncaring

You will get judged regardless what you do, good bad of indifferent

Always remember that and more importantly, ignore it

Sit down, how a tea and let such things drift away along with all the other stuff that doesn’t matter

That’s my secret to a happy life

What’s yours?

What I didn’t say

Mia, she was right in what she said.

“You don’t want to be happy, you push everyone away. You won’t let yourself love or be loved. You could have had it all, I’d of given it to you.”

What I never said was the words that probably needed to be spoken.

It’s true, I could have it all, I would be happy, I should allow myself to love them and in return they’d love me too. 

The only problem with having everything is that then you have everything to lose.

I’ve had it all once before and know what it feels like to lose it, it’s because of this I never said these words to anyone…

I don’t ever want to feel that loss again, it was too painful and to go through it again would break me in two. 

Maybe if she’d have heard that she’d have unserstood, maybe not. Either way it doesn’t matter now, the chance for that passed years ago.

Now that’s out of my mind it’s time to carry on moving forwards.