The Feeling was…

That feeling

I worked it out

It’s jealousy

I’m jealous

Jealous of all the things I’ve never had

Jealous of all the opportunities others are given and waste

Jealous of all people who will never know how lucky they are

What an ugly feeling

What a waste of energy it is

Especially when I have so much that others don’t

Modern world has poisoned my soul

Blurred my vision

I have no right tot  be jealous because there are people whose off than me

Jealously is the ultimate disgrace, the ultimate form of ignorance

Never become jealous, never become a man like me