The more generous the person

The more guilt they carry for past sins

Sad, but usually true. 


The early mornings sun mixed with winters chill can be quite serene when you’re the only person awake so experience it. 

Even in this urban jungle there are still plenty of natures creatures to remind us it’s not bad all the time. 


What once was a privilege 

Is now entitlement without appreciation

Life is no longer yours

It’s owned by what ever you value most

Money, possessions, power and many more

You will trade your life for even a slither of them

But in the end you’ll learn it wasn’t worth it. 


I feel quite drained today. Much like you’d expect to feel after a long uphill struggle, yet there is no reason for this, logically.

Is my body giving up again? Did I push it too far again? Even though I thought the struggles where behind me it seems there are more minor inconveniences for me to face.

Such is life.


Old Thoughts.

Now that’s something I’ve not felt in a long time. A ver long time.

That nervous flutter in the pit of your stomach

The dilation of your pupils

The quiver in your voice

The racing of your mind as you try to think

Time to take a chance.