My inner world used to be filled with the warm rays of the sun. Now though all there is that’s left is rain and clouds.
I was foolish to think that I was starting to pull myself together, to think I was climbing out of this ever sinking hole.
How much further can I fall in to despair?
How can I pull myself through this when everything around me is crumbling as I grip it.
How can anyone like this…
We are not who we believe ourselves to be. We are our ego and mine has been shattered, and with it my entire world.
A cruel and harsh lesson.