To be devoid of any emotion is strange.
It’s like being stood in the rain yet not feeling a drop touch your skin.
You try to muster anything. Be it anger, jealousy, hate or love, but no matter what you try it doesn’t matter because there is just nothing there.
You’re surrounded by emotion everyday and still none of it touches you.
One benefit of living in this void is the clarity of thought it provides. Answer to questions you had wondered for years suddenly become clear, choice becomes easy, life becomes revealed.
To understand we must slip in to nothing.