Tears of Rage

These tears that stream down my face,
They hide a calm and tranquil rage,
The frustration I feel knows no bounds,
I cry and await the beaconing hounds.

My hands now tied, theres nothing I can do,
The avalanche approaches at lightning speed,
There is no way out nor place to hide,
I cry and await the unchangeable tides.

Constant thoughts circle my head,
Drawing me in to an endless end,
Standing to face a self created hell,
I cry and await in this hopeless shell.

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Falling Cards

My head is filled with thoughts and endless possibilities. People actions have caused the wheels to be set in motion, and now there is nothing I can do to stop the cards from falling.

By a persons own admittance and substantial evidence to their actions, the course of least resistance I hoped for is now unattainable. As a result of this a gentleman’s agreement can’t be upheld, nothing can be done.

My hands feel tied.

I shall prepare for the onslaught of what will come. It’s sad, because what I thought was over has only just begun, and now, once again, I have to leave the outcome to the wills of others.

Two People

I was told I will have two major relationships in my life. I am somewhat of a sceptic, but if this is true I don’t think they are relationships in the common sense.

I believe that they have already happened. I believe those special people are already in my life. They are the two people I hold closest to my heart, and they are the ones who keep me in balance.

Each time I speak to one of them I can feel any and all ill feelings disappear because they don’t seek to change me. They only seek to understand. As a result they know my choices and their true motives.

I can’t hide from these two people, nor do I want too. They can see beyond the external and have become more than friends. The bonds we have can’t be explained by words, it is a bond known only to those who understand.

They belong to me.

Mirror mirror

Mirror mirror on the wall,
Will you sit and watch me fall?

Like a star falling from the sky,
You bury the truth with a thousand lies.

I hit the earth with force and might,
Shall I stand and continue the fight?

Fight for what I feel is true,
For that reason, was always you…

So tell me mirror on the wall,
Will you sit, and watch me fall?

Balance

I’m living in a crumbling world… All around me is falling piece by piece, and it can’t be stopped.

The inner world I once retreated to is now submerged in a vast expanse of colourless water. It only servers as a constant reminder of my nature.

I stand on the edge of two lines, balanced and at peace. My thoughts are clear, it’s frightening.

To have true balance we must cross the line.