A flurry of emotion was enraged at the very mention of her name. My heart rate sky rocketed, my pupils dilated and the adrenaline surged through my body.
Every conceivable feeling coursed through my body: Fear, Anxiety, Sadness, Happiness, Confusion, Hate and one which I wish i had never felt.
Once again the past is trying to drag its self up and cause me more torment. Why is it that which died so long ago keeps being reborn like the Phoenix from the ashes?
I act normal and many are unaware of the storm I conceal, no one can see it. The mental pressure is only released when I remember those words screamed at me what seems like a life time ago. These words echo through my very soul and pull at the scars of the heart, the emotion wants to burst out and erupt like a volcano. I cannot let this happen, for it will be the end of me.
The more the instinct of emotion takes hold the less I see. It like as if the world around me begins to fade to black, it feels like dying. The more I feel this the more it feels like something else takes over… something dark.
After regaining control I feel drained, but at least I’m still me, at least I’m still alive.