Who Protects the Protector?
Countless times I have helped people from the shadows, keeping my nature concealed and just helping when I am needed.
Over time I have done more than help some, I have protected them for no other reason except it’s the right thing to do.
So tell me who would protect me?
I find myself balanced on a knife edge, one side holds so much promise and the other nothing.
To fall into her arms and let her in completely, to give her a map of my very heart and soul, to give her all of me… She would have the power to cut me deeper than anyone thus far, and if I’m honest it frightens me to let go that far again.
Or do I hold my guard for a little longer risk falling in to nothing, it is no better or worse because in the end nothing is just, nothing.
To be totally exposed I would once again be alone, the choice is then hers to save me from the peril of the exile i suffer in my own soul, to be the one who protects the protector.
All I have to do is trust her.
A girl who I would risk anything for is waiting to herself let me in and take that blind jump into the abyss and either fall or fly, if she falls I will catch her.
I best not keep her waiting then.