“Change can be beautiful or painful, often it’s both”
It is the same every night before I fall asleep, a memory always seems to surface and without fail cripples me.
Tonight was more painful than normal, when will it stop? A question I have not the answer.
Do you ever have those moments? That warm feeling of happiness, soon followed by a wrenching pain the sends us into recoil.
Torment can truly be continuous it would seem, I pray for the day the dull ache dissipates for the last time never to return.
Until then I just have to live with it.
“Memories are painful and leave our hearts crying out for more, sometimes the memory is worth the pain that follows.”